THIS AND THAT

Well this time I’m here to take a few things off my mind (hmm…I do have lots on my mind) Anyways it was concerning how some of us think. Well actually I had a friend who thought the same way. I still hope that person would change. So let me begin...

Sometimes we face a lot of problems, like the times where we can’t be what our parents expect of us, and no matter how much we try its not enough. Sometimes our parents fail to believe us, they would rather believe someone else (makes ya wanna shout out loud). So then comes the part where you turn to friends, some who give you real good advice and some who don’t (those friends who are bad influences-pls advice them) and sometimes parents, friends (practically everyone you know) label some of us, which makes us wanna be that way. I mean when someone says you are a good for nothing, bad person (No matter how much good you have done) you want to just give up on being good and just be bad. I too sometimes wanted to be that way (give into my dark side), but couldn’t get around to it, coz deep in my heart I thought about it (I had one hell of an inner turmoil,chaos). The more I thought about it, the more I didn’t wanna change (I have this strict thing about how changing myself is like cheating myself- trying to become what you are not). Here was my conclusion:

Deep inside you know that you aren’t a bad person, you have a choice for every thing you do. Its not about what others think of you that you should worry about but more like the voice that say that you are doing the right thing (self satisfaction), and becoming a bad person just because they (family members, friends and neighbors) label you as bad is like STUPID, REALLY REALLY STUPID, Cox you are just proving them right, instead just go on being good, caring and kind( yeah just let them think whatever they want), coz we know that God is always watching us and if you are in the right path then you got nothing to worry about). Right friends!!... And yeah sometimes our parents yell at us, but that doesn’t mean that they are angry with us (okay for the moment they may be), it’s just shows that they love you very much (it’s a responsibility of a parent to guide their children in the right path). They don’t want you to stray from the path (the good one), I mean if they don’t care about us why keep bothering us (they could just throw us out, but they don’t) its coz they really loves us and care about us, take for instance how your friends treat you, you share with them your worries and your friends offer advice (I mean the good ones) Cox they care about you, instead you go to someone who hates you and they would just leave you be. So next time your parents yell at you just hug them and say sorry for making them worry and promise them that it wont happen again (and don’t forget about that promise-never make empty promises-), and don’t go and do things that would bring a bad name to you or your parents. (Be thankful that they are there for you; appreciate their company so that you won’t regret it later for not expressing how much you love them when they were there, coz they won’t always be there, think how lucky some of us are that we have our parents). Well that’s all….Hmmmm….

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Sloppy Poems

BROKEN

Lost and lonely I wander
With my head held down
Deep in thought
Through the dark alleys of my life
Not a soul in sight so empty,so betrayed
Then there came a light
With it the whole place lit up
I looked up and I saw her
Saw her smile
As our eyes met
I felt a wave pass through me And as I held my gaze
Seems like her eyes were saying
"Trust me!Everythings gonna be alright"
Then she beckoned me to come
I started walking
But no matter how much i walked
I couldn't reach her
Till my legs gave away from under me
I fell to the ground
Looked up and saw that
She was still smiling
I began to crawl
Finally I reached her
Held out my hand to touch her
But from nowhere came a flame
Scorched my hand
I looked up towards her
Saw that she wasnt alone Someone was holding her
I felt my heart break into a thousand pieces
Tears fell,had no control over them
My vision blurred,but still
I could see that
She was still smiling
And then she was gone
Taking everything
Leaving me to the darkness,again
Lost,lonely and This time....Broken too

LOSING MYSELF TO DARKNESS

Hey guys and gals and everyone (hope I haven’t missed anyone. lol)

I’M BACK…..okay okay I admit I post very few, but it’s just that I don’t have time (well actually that’s not it though.), well anyways I just wanna tell someone something or the other. Well the other day someone asked me what color do I like (actually that person asked me why I was so obsessed with black or darkness as I prefer to call it?).

IT’S SO DARK IN HERE

So then I began to think and here I am. (Some people say that black is not a color, so for those people I wanna say that both of us are right Cox it just depends on which side of the perception/physics fence you're on!

In terms of Perception, Black like Greys and White is an achromatic color: a color without hue and saturation (or” strength").

If the term is intended to be Physical (physical and psychophysical concepts are often confused) and Black refers to a total absence of visible radiation (light) then, if there is no physical stimulus, there can be no physiological response: no response-> no perception-> no color.)

Okay so where was I again hmmm….yeah right as I was saying I am obsessed with dark, Cox it’s mysterious it goes well with other colors (ahem I’m no expert but I do use adobe Photoshop which I like- I'll show you guys some of the works I've been doing with it). So I Suuurrrfffffeedddd (WHOA!) the web searching for the meaning behind black (darkness), and here is what I found.

Black is associated with power, elegance, formality, death, evil, and mystery.

Black is a mysterious color associated with fear and the unknown (black holes). It usually has a negative connotation (blacklist, black humor, 'black death'). Black denotes strength and authority; it is considered to be a very formal, elegant, and prestigious color (black tie, black Mercedes). In heraldry, black is the symbol of grief.

Black gives the feeling of perspective and depth, but a black background diminishes readability. A black suit or dress can make you look thinner. When designing for a gallery of art or photography, you can use a black or gray background to make the other colors stand out. Black contrasts well with bright colors. Combined with red or orange – other very powerful colors – black gives a very aggressive color scheme.

Okay thats it guys, so thanks for viewing this (PHEW!). By the way I also like other colors too but BLACK and BLUE are my favorites. (Although I don’t want to be that way I mean beaten that way.heh heh)

Coming soon! I cant think of a title yet but its gonna be a poem or about Adobe Photo shop. Bye all.

Those of you who want to know the meaning of your favourite colors just click here (although there are meanings of only 8 colors. sorry if your favorite color isn't there)

WELL....I CANT THINK OF A TITLE

A fantasy (okay so i like final fantasy-so what) is where anything is possible, where everything is going how you want it to. Now my question is why do people want it? I just can’t understand it. I mean if everything is perfect then what can you want more and if there are no worries or problems to face where the fun in that is. If I don’t know what sadness is then how can I know what happiness is? Heh heh now I am getting really confused? (Which happens very often) so why can’t people just be happy with what they have, and stop daydreaming about stuff? (Well that includes me) and in which time they daydream they could have done something that actually could have helped them or at least take their minds off things like WORRIES. (Now that still won’t take it away though, its just relieving yourself of it for the moment.) But that doesn’t mean that you don’t have to daydream, I just mean that don’t take all that seriously, you know the fantasy stuff. Things are the way they should be, everything happens for a reason blah blah blah. Okay so I may be boring but so what, I can write whatever I want. (Do you think that I’m being a LITTLE selfish. Dig that pun…hmmmmmm) okay so anyways I just wish that somebody would seriously think about what I said (hey nobody visits my blog-so what) especially me!!! Okay point noted..hmmmm…ummm…(there I go again talking to myself, maybe I should go and see a shrink sometime, point noted..Lol) okay where was I??

-Hey hey idiot you are at office?

-Where?

-Heh heh

-Come on stop making fun of me

-Heh heh make me

-Why you!

Sorry guys I think I should seriously go.. heh heh…tc..bye till next time