IF I WERE TO LOSE YOU...

All my life I've been waiting for you
You're what I've always wanted
I waited for so long

If I were to lose you
I just don't know
What I would do
My everyday would be empty
Each and every second
There would be no more reason
For me to go on
Life would be empty
Alive but dead inside
Lonely and sad
I would be missing
each and every moment
that we shared together
the happiness and the sadness
You mean so much to me
I know I cant find anyone else
Who would love me like you did

Just thinking about it
Brings tears to my eyes
Breaks my heart into thousands of pieces
All I know is I love you so much
And I would rather die
If I were to lose you........

SIMPLY YOU

Putting up a Facade

So perfect just so that

No one may see

The pain,The hurt


All that gone

Disappear when

I dream of you

Thinking of you

Cannot even think

How to start

To even explain

What i feel

A thousand sunrises

Could never seem to

So much sweetness

This love,slowly draining whats

Left of me

Come darling,

You have all i need

You are the one I want

So just let me

Be close to you

Feel our hearts

Beating as one

For this heart knows

None other than you

Wants none other than you

Needs none other than you

Nights spent

Just thinking of you

Moments spent

Just wanting you

Needing you


All this heart ever want

Is to be with you

Crying for your love


Wanting your love


All I need is you

Simply just....you

ONLY YOU

How do I explain
My love for you
All these feelings
That I have for you
Every time i try
Words wont form
Mind goes blank
Nights spent in your thoughts
All through the day
Constantly thinking of you
Is how spend the day
In memories of you
All I know is
These feelings
Of love is
Only for you

ONE DAY

One Day

One day…one day in your path

In your arms, in your refuge
I will come, I will become lost

One day I will become yours

This heart does not say these talks

The heart could not say

You don’t know

How impatient my desire is

What was on my eyelashes for many years

You were that dream

Every moment, every moment, you in the memories

In the pledges, in the intentions

I will come, I will become lost

One day I will become yours

This heart does not say these talks

The heart could not say

This lowering glance

The love of my life, takes my senses

How do I say

It gives an unusual pain

Quietly quietly in your sleep

In your dreams, in your thoughts

I will desire, I will become lost

One day…one day in your path

In your arms, in your refuge

I will come, I will become lost

One day I will become yours

This heart does not say these talks

The heart could not say This is a translation of the song "Ek din" from the movie Nagaab

Ghosts from the Past

Hear my Tales of woe
Of Ghosts I speak
From the past it seems
Driven by rage
Out to get me
But what they not know is
Playing with fire
Can scorch
Thy hand
And thou shall
Have
A reminder
Of a
Ghost from the past

Tribute to FF8

Eyes On Me

Faye Wong

Whenever sang my songs
On the stage, on my own
Whenever said my words
Wishing they would be heard
I saw you smiling at me
Was it real or just my fantasy
You'd always be there in the corner
Of this tiny little bar

My last night here for you
Same old songs, just once more
My last night here with you?
Maybe yes, maybe no
I kind of liked it your way
How you shyly placed your eyes on me

Oh, did you ever know?
That I had mine on you

Darling, so there you are
With that look on your face
As if you're never hurt
As if you're never down
Shall I be the one for you
Who pinches you softly but sure
If frown is shown then
I will know that you are no dreamer

So let me come to you
Close as I wanted to be
Close enough for me
To feel your heart beating fast
And stay there as I whisper

How I loved your peaceful eyes on me
did you ever know
That I had mine on you

Darling, so share with me
Your love if you have enough
Your tears if you're holding back
Or pain if that's what it is
How can I let you know
I'm more than the dress and the voice
Just reach me out then
You will know that you're not dreaming

Darling, so there you are
With that look on your face
As if you're never hurt
As if you're never down
Shall I be the one for you
Who pinches you softly but sure
If frown is shown then
I will know that you are no dreamer

TAKE CARE

I waited for you
You never came
And finally i forgot
The reason why i waited
So now all i feel is this numbness
I feel sorry for everything
But i just cant
Love you anymore...

CONFUSIONS

Turning around in circles
My mind in confusion
Wishing that someone would
Let me know whats going on
Cox all around me
I see confusion and chaos
But then I see the light
The Ever glowing light
That seems so Dreamy
I asked myself
If its worth
To go through all that
Again....

RUNNING IN CIRCLES

Somedays just thinking
Back on what we used to be
Makes me wonder
Would we ever be able to?
Come back to that moment
Where you used to
Tell me
How much that you wanted
To hold me
In a forever
With only love by our side

NEVER MEANT TO BE

Here I am
Feeling pathetic
Memories of a
Past life
Memories of us
Times we cried
Times we laughed
And as the blood
trickled on to the floor
I saw you
Smiling at me
Wish I could
Tell you
How much I needed you
But only silence
Couldnt find any words
Maybe it's meant to be
This way
Maybe we were
Never...meant to be

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CASUAL WONDERING

What is love?..i cant seem to grab the concept behind that word...it seems like a very strong word, we shouldn't like you know throw it casually..it's supposed to be special.....heh...(i wonder whatever happened to expression of love)..hmm..so here i am confused as ever....wondering what am i supposed to do....how am i supposed to do something without knowing what is what....more confusion.....I happen to be moody...cant seem to find the reason why i am feeling this way.....its pretty tiring trying to prove everything and lose that within a moment...kinda like how the ant builds up its nest and the rain washes it away....but yet they build it again and again no matter how much they have to....seems like i don't want to be a ant..ants are pretty stupid....don't they know its all about...location,location,location.......heh...they could have built it on a higher ground and they could have built it near a tree...so that they would have some protection......so guess that means i should like think that maybe i wont know what love is.....people do call it a game(better go to buy one)....a joke....(I guess the punch line comes at the end,where you break off..hmm..pretty good joke)..etc etc.......i think i have heard that joke a lot more times that i am kinda bored with it..cant seem to laugh anymore about it..hmm...what else to do....bide my time.....maybe one cant tell what's gonna happen tomorrow.......but hope is always there....hope i can find someone who would understand me a bit....(whats there to understand?) well i think I've already said too much......probably you are bored by now.....so umm..ciao.... Image from here

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"Come forth"
I got up and started
Towards the voice
Eerie in the dead of the night
Like damp fingers
The coldness clutched me
Felt the shiver rise up
my spine
hairs on my neck
turned straight
And from the darkness
Came the skythe
shining in black
Robes whirling
As I looked into
The face of death

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THIS AND THAT

Like in a vast ocean
I find myself
Drowning within
The depths of
Your eyes
Those lovely dreamy
Eyes of yours
I feel lost
Lonely and hurt
All those moments
Thinking of you
But seeing you
Smile at me
That beautiful smile
Which I always adore
Makes me
Realize that
You're worth the pain

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COLD COLD NIGHT

just like in a dream
floating as a feather
you came to me
in my dreams
you held my hand
whispered love poems
and then you kissed me
out in those cold
October night and as
you turned to go i held your
hand but
you had to go so there was
nothing i cud do and
here i am now
hopeless as ever wishing
that when
am i
able to hold you in my arms and to
whisper
in your ears the
love poems that
you were so fond of

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LIFES WORTH

Cant help but notice
How everyone around
Seems to fade away
Waking up From a dream
Disappearing into nothingness
Of a life So wasted
And there I stay for
What seems like an eternity
Enough time
To ponder
About a past
So blurred
Thinking to myself
Is this a life worth
Living for?
for no matter what
I remain
Just a worthless soul


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