RUNNING IN CIRCLES

Somedays just thinking
Back on what we used to be
Makes me wonder
Would we ever be able to?
Come back to that moment
Where you used to
Tell me
How much that you wanted
To hold me
In a forever
With only love by our side

NEVER MEANT TO BE

Here I am
Feeling pathetic
Memories of a
Past life
Memories of us
Times we cried
Times we laughed
And as the blood
trickled on to the floor
I saw you
Smiling at me
Wish I could
Tell you
How much I needed you
But only silence
Couldnt find any words
Maybe it's meant to be
This way
Maybe we were
Never...meant to be

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CASUAL WONDERING

What is love?..i cant seem to grab the concept behind that word...it seems like a very strong word, we shouldn't like you know throw it casually..it's supposed to be special.....heh...(i wonder whatever happened to expression of love)..hmm..so here i am confused as ever....wondering what am i supposed to do....how am i supposed to do something without knowing what is what....more confusion.....I happen to be moody...cant seem to find the reason why i am feeling this way.....its pretty tiring trying to prove everything and lose that within a moment...kinda like how the ant builds up its nest and the rain washes it away....but yet they build it again and again no matter how much they have to....seems like i don't want to be a ant..ants are pretty stupid....don't they know its all about...location,location,location.......heh...they could have built it on a higher ground and they could have built it near a tree...so that they would have some protection......so guess that means i should like think that maybe i wont know what love is.....people do call it a game(better go to buy one)....a joke....(I guess the punch line comes at the end,where you break off..hmm..pretty good joke)..etc etc.......i think i have heard that joke a lot more times that i am kinda bored with it..cant seem to laugh anymore about it..hmm...what else to do....bide my time.....maybe one cant tell what's gonna happen tomorrow.......but hope is always there....hope i can find someone who would understand me a bit....(whats there to understand?) well i think I've already said too much......probably you are bored by now.....so umm..ciao.... Image from here

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"Come forth"
I got up and started
Towards the voice
Eerie in the dead of the night
Like damp fingers
The coldness clutched me
Felt the shiver rise up
my spine
hairs on my neck
turned straight
And from the darkness
Came the skythe
shining in black
Robes whirling
As I looked into
The face of death

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THIS AND THAT

Like in a vast ocean
I find myself
Drowning within
The depths of
Your eyes
Those lovely dreamy
Eyes of yours
I feel lost
Lonely and hurt
All those moments
Thinking of you
But seeing you
Smile at me
That beautiful smile
Which I always adore
Makes me
Realize that
You're worth the pain

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